对我来说，“重启”就是带着真诚和勇气找寻最初拿起相机的欲望。最后的标题是“nowhere pleased the lonely ”。这个作品创作于2017年至今，拍摄地横跨草原，海洋，荒野，城市楼道的角落。也是在遥远的过去，在不久的将来。每一个地方都记录着我不同阶段时面对的困境和挑战，当然也收获很多，幸福很多。

影像可以带我们回到过去的时光，好像我仍然驻足在那个熟悉的环境里，没有向前。我偶尔会盯着这些照片肆意的遐想，过去的时光究竟是怎么教会我如何成长。孤独曾经是我生活的重要组成。正是因为孤独，我才有时间和空间用来观察世界，然后按下快门。我喜欢站在高处，看着人群拥挤而散开。当观察成为一种态度，我习惯了站在高处看着细微的风景。第一次拿起相机按下快门的时候，我感受到了掌控取景框中的世界是一件不可思议的事。我能感受到一股力量包围着我，当我看到照片，它鼓励着我一次又一次的按动快门。

之所以选择黑白照片来展示最终的作品，是因为我在很长时间里处于被动而糟糕的状态。当我看到光的时候，我会下意识躲闪，甚至在没有人的地方崩溃和哭泣。我走在大街上经常想躲起来，事实上我也这样做了。黑色无光的房间是我的安全的来源，仿佛它能保护我不受伤害。这个世界总是让人失望，总是胆小，总是让好人哭，坏人笑。你害怕时钟，你害怕眼神交流，你害怕我不说话。你害怕与这个世界连接。你害怕失去控制。我和过去告别，再次相遇是我从相机中看到了过去的你。我就是你，你也是我。

三年前，我说：我不知道春天什么时候来，我只看到日落。

三年后，我说：冬天过去了，春天来了。我还记得你在黑暗中闪亮的眼睛，我相信你不会再放弃。

For me, "restart" is to continue to fulfill the desire of taking up the camera with sincerity and courage. The final title is "no where pleased the lonely". The work was created in 2017 till now, and it has been shot in many places. Each place records the difficulties and challenges I face in different stages. Of course, many of them are happy.

Photos can take us back to the past, as if I still stay in the past stage, familiar with the environment. I occasionally stare at these photos and think about what the past life has brought me. Loneliness used to be an important part of my life. It is because of loneliness that I have time and space to observe the world and take photos. I like to stand on the bridge and watch the crowd disperse. When observation becomes an attitude, I'm used to standing high and looking at the subtle scenery. When I first picked up my camera to take photos, I felt that it was incredible to control the world in the viewfinder. I can feel a force around me. When I see the picture, it encourages me to press the shutter again and again.

I chose black-and-white photos to show my final work because I was in a passive and bad state for a long time. When I see the light, I subconsciously dodge or even collapse...I cry where no one's around. I often want to hide

when I walk down the street. Actually, I do. A dark, dull room is my source of security. It protects me from danger. The world is always disappointing, always timid, always making good people cry and bad people laugh. You're afraid of the clock, you're afraid of eye contact, you're afraid I won't talk. I'm afraid to connect with the world. I'm afraid of losing control. Farewell to the past, we will meet though the camera. I am you, you are me.

Three years ago, I said: I don't know when spring will come, I only see the sunset.

Three years later, I said: winter is over, spring is coming. I still remember your shining eyes in the dark, I believe you will never give.